📜 Caption :DEMON IN LOVE
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Its kinda dangerous to have a demon fall in love w u. Theyre very persistent and voracious. Proceed w caution!
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🪞 Reflection:

Two weeks after top surgery I was at home recovering and drawing feverishly, my body was at rest, but my mind was not.

During this period, the late 2019 year into the unpredictable 2020 year I had experienced many things for the first time, faced many fears as well. I was about to take the plunge and quit my full time office job, focus on my creative endeavors, and I was going to do so with absolutely no plan for the future.

Foolishly, I took my steps towards the chaos.

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This image represents a time I felt vulnerable and permitted myself to be silly with love. The world filtered by this feeling felt as bright and neon as the colors in this image, luminous. It was an obsessive and calming feeling. I would find myself more self-conscious, I found myself minding my words more, and the sound of my love’s voice would pop into my head like a passing daydream.

The feeling that I was experiencing was very physical as well and always seemed changing. Sometimes it felt like a jolt of electricity to my neck, other times it would be a slow rise in temperature, or even as if my airways were blocked. Very light headed.

I had loved people before, I had allowed myself to be loved, I had forgotten the feeling and was reminded again.

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The moment above was captured on paper.

I used materials that are more or less accessible by people in my area. Common White Printer Paper from a General Supply store, Highlighters from Daiso and Staples, a Pen from my bag.

Historically, I have been considered a “shy person” because I did not understand how to communicate well through words and I have trouble understanding the words of others. However, I have always been a visual communicator and I hope I have communicated what the feeling of Love can feel like through this piece.

🖼️ Availability:

Physical with a private owner, NFT pending, Print pending

🏷️ Tags:

#art #NFT #queer #selfie #colorful #demon #gay #nonbinary #ghost_of_color

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